One of the most important things I learned in 2020 was that it is very easy to lose perspective when so much of my life feels out of control.
When a flurry of friends shared end-of-year posts in which they realised 2020 had been more rewarding than it had seemed at the time, I recognised the same was true for me.
At the end of 2019, I was sure that 2020 could only be better. Quite apart from political and environmental disappointments (no need to go into those here), the old year had brought me two major health crises. Two scary dashes to hospital with breathing difficulties just after Christmas had led to a new diagnosis of asthma, on top of a year-long debilitating flare of my rheumatoid arthritis that was not responding to treatment.
I had lots of exciting plans to look forward to in 2020, including the annual Hawkesbury Upton Literature Festival that I run in my home village, The Selfies Awards ceremony at the London Book Fair for which my novel Secrets at St Bride’s was shortlisted, and some interesting speaking engagements at various writing retreats and conferences around the country. Then along came the pandemic.
That annual rail pass I bought in January 2020 is about to expire unused.
Confined to my home by the need to shield due to the immunosuppressants I take for the arthritis (thankfully new ones from February 2020 brought a vast improvement), I felt thwarted, and I struggled to write as much as I thought I should be writing, given the lack of distractions. As a last resort, I set up an unfinished novel on pre-order on Amazon, the deadline forcing me to work flat out to finish it.
Even so, I felt like a castaway, marooned and powerless – a modern-day Robinson Crusoe, albeit with a regular supermarket delivery slot, cats in place of goats, and a husband and daughter instead of Friday for companionship. So while I was hardly deprived, sometimes I couldn’t stop my gaze lingering on the horizon, hoping for signs of rescue. Although one might think this would have been the perfect time to write my planned travel memoir, Travels with my Camper Van, after several false starts, I set it aside, disappointed that it had stalled.
A Surprisingly Productive Year
However, with the wisdom of hindsight that New Year’s Eve brings, I now realise that in 2020 I was far more productive than I had been in 2019, when I published just one novel, Secrets at St Bride’s.
By contrast, in 2020, I wrote two more novels, Stranger at St Bride’s and Murder Your Darlings; the first two in my new series of Tales from Wendlebury Barrow Quick Reads (c. 20% novel length), The Natter of Knitters and The Clutch of Eggs; and the first Sophie Sayers prequel, a short story Christmas Ginger, featuring Sophie’s Great Auntie May.
As I’ve done every year since 2010, I also wrote 10 columns for the Tetbury Advertiser and 12 for the Hawkesbury Parish News. In addition I completed the first two articles in a newly commissioned series of eight for Mslexia (the magazine for women who write), a short non-fiction guidebook for the Alliance of Independent Authors, plus various blog posts for my own blog and as a guest writer on other sites.
By anyone’s standards, that’s productive.
Writing in Captivity
Only now as I’m writing this post does it occur to me that prison has proven a famously fruitful workspace for writers. Miguel de Cervantes’ Don Quixote, John Bunyan’s Pilgrim’s Progress, and Sir Thomas Malory’s Le Morte d’Arthur were all written in jail. (More examples are in this Guardian article, though not all are such great role models – Marquis de Sade, I’m looking at you!)
Buoyed Up for New Year
So as I ditch my old 2020 calendars and diaries, I’m going to focus on even more ambitious productivity goals for the new year:
- a new Sophie Sayers novel, Murder Lost and Found
- a new St Bride’s novel, Scandal at St Bride’s
- a new trilogy of May Sayers short stories, May Sayers Comes Home
- in time for Christmas 2021, The Wendlebury Barrow Christmas Compendium of short seasonal stories
- a third Tale from Wendlebury Barrow (haven’t decided which from my bulging ideas book yet)
- Travels with my Camper Van, now jumpstarted
So look out, 2021, I’m coming for you!
Whatever your plans are for the new year, I wish you a peaceful, healthy and happy one full of whatever your heart desires.
In the meantime, if you haven’t yet read my new short story Christmas Ginger, which was published on 24th December 2020 exclusively on Helen Hollick’s Discovering Diamonds blog, you can read it here for free, for a flavour of my planned 2021 short story trilogy, May Sayers Comes Home.
4 thoughts on “With the Wisdom of Hindsight at the Turn of the Year”
Yes… a good year for any of us writers who were not totally downhearted by the lockdown etc. I found it productive as well – though useless compared to you I have at least got deeply into my present novel which is maybe 1/3 written now and kept going with blogs and book reviews (did a lot of reading). So not a bad year, and grateful for that.
Well done, Mari! I’m looking forward to reading your new novel when it’s ready as I really enjoyed the first two, “Baby Baby” and “The Labyrinth Year”. I’ve done a lot more reading than usual too, and am so thankful that I have so many books in the house and that it’s easy to order them from local bookshops (ours have kept trading online and on click-and-collect basis when they couldn’t fully open) and online.
Well done Debbie! Sometimes we don’t know how productive we’ve been until we reflect. Also, apparently Shakespeare wrote the sonnets when a visitation of the plague closed all the theatres and he was out of a job. Been really enjoying them and all poetry this year and another book brewing steadily…
Thanks, Beatrice! Fascinating fact about Shakespeare there – and a strange coincidence that you should mention him just now as I’ve literally just posted a review about a novel I’ve just finished reading challenging the belief that Shakespeare was the true author of the plays and sonnets attributed to him! “In the Shadow of Shakespeare” by Richard Vaughan Davies is set in modern Stratford-upon-Avon, and the sonnets play a crucial part in the story!
Glad to hear you are working on your next book – I’d love to read and review it when it comes out, as I did for your wonderful “Captain Swing and the Blacksmith”. My friend Helen and I really enjoyed your live performance at Avebury too – a very memorable evening.
Wishing you a happy and productive 2021!